Thursday, May 1, 2008

Anniversary...

Today is my parent's anniversary. I am happy for them, but I myself am not. Why? Because I am waiting for that destined answer... that answer I have been holding on to too long...

No longer can I stand being alone, it has become too much for me to bear. I can't help... but try. If anybody understands, please try. I don't know... what happened to the me who stood up, and said "I'm going to try to stand without falling." Now, I have fallen. I do not understand why... maybe it is because... I need it.

The whole irony of this... is that I have two choices. One I obey, one I disobey. The choices are at stake...

Iron Man... pray for me. Hope I don't die.

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